i have been having dreams lately, i no like dreams, they are either good or bad. hence i like to sleep it through. i can't sleep. i lay down, tired arms and legs eyes almost closing with drowsiness. but as soon as i get on the bed, the aches start. i roll over and over again. all in vain. 30mins-an hour of all this charade, and just maybe i will fall asleep. mornings are not so good either, there were days where i could sleep till 11/12 no issue. now a days i by 9-9:30 i lay eyes wide opened and the head filled with blurry thoughts.
sleep is my best defense, its the coping strategy.... but i have lost touch. as you grow older i suppose there are more things you worry about, lesser the sleep gets.
with so many things going astray so many things yet to do, there isn't much time left, i suppose its the tension creeping in. i remem the last time i felt like this, 3rd semester and my attendance was low. i was worried as i am today. i dunno what i am doing, why i am doing things............ i just hope i figure things out quickly. i can't live like this anymore, its not me. its not me.
Memoirs of 2019
4 years ago
3 comments:
I read this post, and then your 'about me'. Things will get better - they have to.
And as Madz said: This is a terrible year, except for those getting married.
You're not getting married just yet, and quarter-life crisis has decided 2009 is time to go visiting. Sigh.
i don't think i agree with my about me anymore,
i'll have to change it
dreams are good.cuz u know they are dreams.and they turn into vicious monsters,before bringing you back to what u are.a human.terrible terrible human.
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