i can but won't

........hmmm long time since i've blogged but lets just say the last few days have been wild........overflow of partying........ see friday i hear couple of my old friends were in town.... saahil and rahul...... i zoomed over to diggu and veru's crib......to meet em...... nice to get meet old and good friends.......... as i entered their house.......i saw abt 12 bottles of empty beer bottles and a familiar smell creeping through...... eyes got hold saahil...... beer in hand watchin a movie on diggu's lappy.......i entered and well "man hug"........ never did i understand saahil...... in college we knew each other pretty well....but the thing i couldn't understand was that the guy had unconditional faith in me..... he'd believe me on things he'd prolly on discuss others.....me and rahul were kinda his vise...... his confessional booths.......and his advisor's...... i was apprehensive at first but then i got to know him better and better..........so anyways i enter.........the first thing i hear outta saahil's mouth..... "oye yaar tantra kidhar hai batiyo .....aaj jaana hi hai"......laughing....... i heard another familiar voice tear apart the room.....that was rahul's monologue..."bund mara le...tantra mantra koi nehi jaana........beeri or bhint.......yehi kaam hai.......bas aab chup betho aur chalo.....".......... pulling me towards the balcony.....i heard saahil's trailin....whinin that if no one goes he'll go alone........... the balcony was filled with familiar faces but un-familiar eyes.......we sat there and chatted..... smoked.......laughed.........had a merry time like back in college..........finally saahil stormed in and demanded to go to T........everyone turned slowly.......but but responded giggling "bund mara.....koi nehi jane wala hai nawab......"
but he was willing to go alone ........... but the dude's first time in cal and he was all ready to go out and drive to T without knowing where it was .....what road to take....and did i mention he'd been drinkin beer since morinin...... the sole motive i'll quote "mtvnite hai.......kyun nehi jao.....kal raat riya sen aai thi.....laudiyan ayengi ....kyun nehi jao"...like a 5 year old wants candy.........i has kinda taken aback to his determination and took pity.......i told im i'd come along......and i'd be damned if he goes alone............. so we drove into the night......my first time in T and his first time in calcutta........one drunk and good lookin......the other not a looker but a charmer.......words was his artillery............... we reached there........no stags allowed.......heh fuck that ...all this for no stags...........yeah rite....... saahil turned into my friend from america........ron and i was a journalist from delhi............roy.............it wasn't till they figured out we weren't takin no for an answer and i think he'd had enough of the stupendous bullshit i was feeding him.........he stamped us and said go ahead............our first triumph........dim lights ....laser lights and trance/hi-hop thundering from every direction....the dance floor tho empty.......... before i could say anything i see saahil who i'd lost n all the commotion swaying my way with two bottles o beer..........beer i don drink beer.......but i couldn't let it go waste.....so i agreed to sip it till he finishes his .......it was shit cold and as i chugged.....the bitter taste soothed my high pipes...and the my hate of beer melted as time went on..... chug chug chug.............i like beer......who would have guessed......... we hopped seats.....saahil's eyes scowering the floor for potential targets....as he called them........and lo....the two empty seats next to me gets filled with a whitey and another indian girl........ saahil looks back and sniggers is ass off............ by this time the whole days nature trip and the two sticks on our way to T mixed with beer and beer...........see i admit to being naturally shy......but when in my "normal" state......minus the alcohol......i am quite a site.......and well beer i guess catalyzed the event.........i see em orderin a "fiery ferrari"........even in all that music i cud hear em whisperin it to the bartender.....ppl who know me know i have keen hearing skills.....when i choose to use them and entirely observant to every minor detail and when my head and mouth are in sync........boy lets just say i am brutal.....the cocktail involved a martini glass with a drink with 3 layers really yuky.....and on top of that 3 more glasses on which.....flaming spirit would be poured over...........shees...all that before the guy lights up.....i bend over and ask the firang what the hell was it that they were having........and then crash....all the three glasses went all tumbling down....glass everywhere.....in her shoes.....what more could one want.......lol devine intervention....as the bar tendered all flushed repeating the whole facade all over again i blurted out....oye...that one should be on the house.....she's got glass in er shoes........she laughed took my sholder......and tried to shake the pieces of glass outta er shoe.......me grinin though out.........strike rate 100% :P.........i looked over my shoulder to look for saahil........and like a flash i saw him go to help the other female in dispair.....all that before you can say hot-diggity damn!.... we chatted.......saahil as my wing man.......we whiffed em off to the dance floor(the rest i'd like to cherish myself)............ heh shy my ass........solitude does a lot to you......makes you tough...........that was friday........come sunday we went again.......this time five....and again i end up dancing........irish(9.5...........4 leagues apart...sheesh) this time......she took my hat.......said it was cute........... i never thought that it was this easy...............now i am certain i can but simply don't want you...........i have witnesses.........very pissed off witnesses........but there......now at least i know........its the game...and i am a player...............but have an option on which game i want to play in................sigh are we sopposta blog abt this stuff........and i ain't givin elaborations! .