the jinx

you know there's a jinx.... you always know... you just don think too much of it... eh so what right..... heh
never say its a good year when the year is ending.... by all means go all out on the start of the year..... just leave out the last month....
or... or suffer.... i jinxed..... oh how i jinxed.... i knew i was jinxing also... was warned..... but heck..... i feel lucky.... you know when like everything is like going awesome..... just right.... you go and say the thing you regret the most....
sigh
i can't say i didn't see it coming..... had a feeling..... you know that gloom you get..... you know something is up.... smells off.... that shadow you see....
i hereby declare my mind is my greatest enemy..... too many thoughts ..... them buggers have caught up with me again.... had lost them for a while.... now am planning my next escape..... the dots are back i see
its just a bad day..... bad bad bad day.... sigh
i aint sad..... just hysterical..... i mean whats the point right....sad eh.... too much hassle that..... laugh it off... and forget.... which too will be my doom
god is the only one in heaven cause the dude had no family...... i swear cause if he had family..... he would have sinned ...either knowingly or unknowingly..... it don matter....cause when ye gots family.... you'r fucked..... no really... either way... f u c k e d
bah humbug........
so moo and my fellow humbuggers i say salute..... to the god of fuck!
so on the count o three..... we say "oh ...."
salute!