how do you give solutions to a problem if you have never faced it. you can try. but some how you know it'll never the mark. problems come one after the other if you try to run away from the first. i suppose rash decisions are made with haste. you need time. you need mind over matter. some things are just petty. they just are, can't be helped, move over it, around it....dont step on it. there is this feeling inside that suffer from.... you know when things are supposta happen, but they are not happening.... i try to give momentum.... you know inertia to get things moving, but some how i still feel that i haven't moved an inch. its high time. i have had too many free opportunities, done nothing. distance covered may be a zillion miles but the displacement is nil, nil. nothing to show for 25 years of existence. people say, oh you, livin an ideal life, against the the system. heh, one should try it first. it sounds better than it actually is. you lie through you teeth, see time go by, min by min, sec by sec....... while you do nothing. there are plans, there are dreams, there are schemes...... nothing will happen... never does. i am mostly to blame. i know. i hear you. heh. fuck eh. 25 i will be twenty fucking five. there's a reason i stopped celebrating by birthday...... there actually is nothing to celebrate. what am i going to be happy about.....another fucking year gone without a fucking trace...... again nothing to show for it.i feel i am kidding myself.....all i see are posers..... everywhere... i complain i bitch, but why.
i think i am the poser.
life just sucks man...............fuck this shit.
i like no pressure....no responsibility....i need to put my life in perspective. too much talk no action....thats me. its sad but its true. all i do is yap yap yap yap yap yap yap
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