confession

i have never confessed before..... but i have been inside one o those things...... and sigh that be another story...... i was young then.... hee hee
that sounded mysterious.... i'll have to come up with a worthy story to match
hmm
so i be back for a while and i have sinned ...a lil..... only a lil
see i gave my net provider........ who will not be named :P... a cheque which in all probability will bounce..... i mean the chances of it clearin are lil..... hence the lil sin-in part...... for the slow ones.
i just realized i have to pay another 2.5K which my daddy dearest said he'd taken care off... well he got me again...... sigh..... and the strange part is... its not all his fault.... but he's my dad ..who else will i blame..... :P
hmm..... i gots me car back.... but no much money for gas.... life's like that i mean i remem when we used to have ciggy's and no matches..... and gettin matches meant forefittin the ciggy.... sigh .... harsh times..... you get thru it...... you always have a vice..... now i gots me a catch.
luck i don like so much.... i mean i never had too much of it..... i don like time per say... but i accept when things are going good.... and boy are things going good... my fridge be full of zeeshan and nafeel.... so much so ki it feels so so good...... good deal i got...with he food and all.... life pretty good now.....and chances are it just might get better....... i have taken pictures..... but don feel like puttin em up just yet.... will do tho
so for all those who are losing hope....there is still a lil in it for a feeble fight.... i mean what else is there to do.... its so mundane these days...... wait for it
and for the lucky few.... lap it up..... cause moms comin :D
you too cia... if i go down you be comin.......

frig frig frig

now my keyboard is in the bhog of ma...........