sometimes

some days are better than others .. one thinks to dwell in the moment but time ...they say is like sand in your hand.... the more you try to clasp on to it... it still manages to squeeze through ... lil by lil.... me being me.... still look on the bright side...... if you get your hand wet enough ....the sand will stick... even if for a while.... but its a loop hole... its what i do... its what i am good at.... finding loop holes to make life a lil better..... but what to do when you don want to make life better..... when you don need to make it better... you know... bask in it
we always find something to blame..... and i don blame time.... i mean how can i... it was my time and i was glad.... "foundations i say"...... but glad.... what do you when you don have anyone or anything to blame...... i say circumstances are what butter^&% us.... as a karma-ist put it once if i correctly remember......

illusions are what we all are after...... some stay content just looking at them..... there are some who want to take a closer look and then the butter#$#'s who obsess about it....
i mean illusions can just stay that way for so long...... if and when you find the meaning .... and there never always is one .... you see you know you gets..... its a risk i say is worth taking.... but but..... its only the illusions i refer too....and then some more

in the bhog of ma!