ode to parents

i mostly complain about them..... bitch about them... all the negatives
i would like to state
a) without them i won't be here (literally)
b) without them i won't be where i am
c) without them i won't be where i want to go
d) without them i won't be able to enjoy it when i finally get there.
i have been a bad son, mostly, well ok-ok in the long run, but i would never want to change my parents. i am what i am cause i saw them at it....at life.... givin up their own dreams to fuel mine...ours...
life man.... frig
life. in a different world i would have changed certain things, but not them, not their wisdom, guidance, whack ideology.... the package.
i just wish i could do more. i hate this feeling.

eh....life
this will be the day, when i look back and say..... "thus he started and never looked back"