relief

comic relief i mean.... its another thing that i do... a lot of.... i like it and it become so me thats now a days it comes naturally..... wind , snow or rain.... i have one for every occasion ..... every time... i make em work would be vanity... but like i care..... i pull it off i say..... :P
i be besh besh these days..... content and focused .... which is good..... a lil of a lot a things can do that to you... its good to take pictures again..... its just chuggin the big mofo all over the place..... if you can do it... it well worth it...... damn lazy genes i got.... sigh what to do now
oo oo remember to breathe .... i almost forgot.... by far the best ice breaker..... almost shatters if i don say so me self

sometimes

some days are better than others .. one thinks to dwell in the moment but time ...they say is like sand in your hand.... the more you try to clasp on to it... it still manages to squeeze through ... lil by lil.... me being me.... still look on the bright side...... if you get your hand wet enough ....the sand will stick... even if for a while.... but its a loop hole... its what i do... its what i am good at.... finding loop holes to make life a lil better..... but what to do when you don want to make life better..... when you don need to make it better... you know... bask in it
we always find something to blame..... and i don blame time.... i mean how can i... it was my time and i was glad.... "foundations i say"...... but glad.... what do you when you don have anyone or anything to blame...... i say circumstances are what butter^&% us.... as a karma-ist put it once if i correctly remember......

illusions are what we all are after...... some stay content just looking at them..... there are some who want to take a closer look and then the butter#$#'s who obsess about it....
i mean illusions can just stay that way for so long...... if and when you find the meaning .... and there never always is one .... you see you know you gets..... its a risk i say is worth taking.... but but..... its only the illusions i refer too....and then some more

in the bhog of ma!

lil things

aye the lil things.... thats all i have to say
well on second thought..... the lil things and then some more :P

dreamer's dream as the heavy clouds pass by...... the rain soaks the air dries....the rain soaks again.....and one thought and no thinking ...none what so ever... as the clouds passed on by......life ij hard.....it is.... but its the lil things that makes it better....worthwhile ...the lil things and then some more