pangs

i think i am happy..... only think tho.... the problem with this feeling is that it is generally very short-lived....its there one moment and gone the next.... without even leaving a scent of its existence. its strange how we always look out for our luck to run out when we are feeling lucky... .. i suppose its only normal or thats what i'll keep telling myself that till it comes to a point where i don have to worry anymore......
so whats new.... hmm i got another tattoo.... i tend to spend money pretty smoothly these days.... and before someone asks for a treat or anything else....... i wanna come forward and tell em that the liquid cash scenario has pretty much dried off.... i got work... maane serious work this time.... responsibility and all.. the whole deal. i must admit it feels nice to have work.... but ladh time ta considerably kome jaaye...... but hey you can't have everything rite..... my house is still a mess.... mom will be here in exactly two weeks....... i know.....eek!!!
i am thinking of adopting a kitty again.......pets make living alone a bit easier.....a bit... lil bit.... i have no idea for the name for him......
and i again ask for suggestions...... and i hope ppl can suggest anything but the names of our unborn children........

its a him!!! no pansy ass sissy names........

oo and this is my 99th post i think.......... so the next one will be the supar-dupar-bampar kaal boishakhi ishpecial............... i am quite amazed i lasted this long considering the lazy factor.
cheers......................

i have been partying a lot...... but then that was for two weeks only...vacation you see..... so here i introduce..... in black and white.......the one..... the only........ "lil clint" aka moo......



ze bird and her stallion blue
ze otter
ze perpetual PJ



"ze drunks"
also known as honu and yoda

ladh

point wise then.....

• went to the bayern munich game
• ticket niye onek boo hoo i was doing......
• i think half of the ppl in the stadium didn have a friggin ticket.......
• the atmosphere would have put eden to shame....
• the lights the pitch...... oo did i mention the tickets.... ie for the ppl who got em ...were 40 bucks
• the crowd was the awesome!!!! full on bom kayora
• the dude next to next to me lighted a joint ...... i was blown away :P
• i know what to take with me next time to the salt lake stadium!
• my camera....... bad bad people with bad minds
• heard a never before heard story of moo doing the dirty in a field and pata's were involved
• vivid yes..... but i shall need therapy to forget the rest
• life has direction..... or i think it does.... either way is a start :)
• the heat is killin me..... where is the rain......
• mom's visit is a month away....... its time to be afraid....very afraid
• i have started to think a lot again..... i hate whn i do that.....too many scenarios
• i have started smilin to myself lately.......if in front o the mirror i get spooked... else isok :P
• did i say moo was in town..... he's like the lil clown we got when we were kids.... naak e marle aawaj korto..... hit it and it comes back up again...... besh stress relief
  
• i recently bought a dvd writer again.....and 100 dvd's..... so i have 470gb of memory to burn...... yay... finally i feel degree ta ke justice dichhi aami :P

so thats about it......

life now

i have work so boo hoo....
finally some work eh.......even i am kinda feeling that "important" feeling
spent 7 hours in the water........ that was good...real good......and mainly due to the fact we weren't a bunch o guys....like last time(this is my second such visit).... :P... i must admit this was different and way way more fun..and different ....did i mention that already...
umm what else..... life kinda sucks....(not really that much tho) i just like saying that now and then to counter that frig of a jinx....... i have kinda developed a potty mouth...and just realized that i am saying kinda too many times........ the company i keep....... sheesh..... i have managed to piss dida off..... after 1 n'a half years............finally
she's at bhowanipur........ so yay
life is fast
am thinking of stuff i don generally.....i think its the weather... but isn't it always the weather
sigh

and to the ppl in cal :
get up of yer lazy bong butts and come to la dolche vita on sundays at 7... the mujik is good the booj is cheap..... lazy bums!!!