hmm

girls.......jesus.....one hell of a complicated beings...... i mean some times i wonder if we are (ie males and females) are the same species or not...... i had done a bad thing to a good person one time....but that bad thing had prolly helped her and it was a very calculated bad thing i did....... and after 3 years i finally had to get all the guilt off mi chest......so i say sorry abt five times and all the while say it was my fault.....and the replies i get so in conclusive.....i mean if it were a guy we'd prolly be having our second beer by the time i got my third sorry out..... we forget and forgive....not to tarnish all woman kind....but i have met females with "male" mentalities....and some with extra female psychosis....koto je khisti khabo ie blog e jonne aami jaani....but i suppose there are some who get what i am saying........but then again i'd have to say cat fights are quite entertaining and "informative"..........
i guess i am tired of all the cliches......and facades.... i mean show me one female without the excess emotional baggage....... and i'll show you a guy who'll cry watching jerry mcguire...... oh and i forgot to mention all the freggin gossip......i mean on occasions we men do it to but not over do it...... mountains outta mole hills..... crap crap......and the thought of marrying one some day scares the shit out of me..........all the emotional BS...... i dunno why i am writing all this.... i guess i have nothing better to do.....or i am really pissed in both senses of the word......... adam and eve.....more like adam and evil....... who wanted the the apple.......who seduced adam to get it...... some say that women can survive without men........ yeah..... they prolly can....but we'd have more fun!!!!! this is such a juvenile blog.....

lemme put up the pictures............ i took.............to change the topic ( so discreet nah!)

the door knob

..... when i took the picture of the door knob..... i didn't know that i'd be embedded into the picture.. some relate to pictures.......but i rarely relate to my picture......i believe this cause when i take picture.... i blur out me and try to get the best of the picture....... i believe one can tell another's life by only seeing the pictures he/she has taken......i believe that too......i mean there it a reason to which i take a particular picture in a particular way......... cia found himself in one of my picture.... and lo....so did i ........but in my case the connection is clear........ i am a door knob and in one too. a brass door knob.......helps people to get thru.....and in that wear and tear the knob rusts.....looses its shine....... but still opens the doors....

as i move forward