barca sigh

well i always liked henry, thats why i liked arsenal, ishh....arsenal... they win the games they are supposta lose and lose them that they could have surely won.
as henry is in barca...... thankfully i am barca all the way now. ki khele uff modhu modhu. the manU sould learn how to pass from these ppl.
people have stopped bloggin.
i have had lots of time to myself again, like old times. i likes. i should start editing pictures that have collected. its just that there are so many pictures.... i take them not edit them. sigh. sleep which had been abundant at times.....has now become a luxury. a very hard to come by luxury. sigh.
dreams have started to fizzle out, we get used to the monotonous grinding of life and what it has to offer. we forget that we had plans chalked out, things to do to escape this madness..... things which we did which we thought would take a lil madness out of the equation..... but in vain. being happy is good, but it seldom stays that way. we trade a moment of happiness and go back to the gloom where we were originally from. we know this gloom inside and out, after all this is the place where we flourished so many years...... the thing is we know what to expect and how to deal with gloom..... the thing that is uncertain is happiness... we always ponder... how long will this last, how worthwhile is it. humans eh, never satisfied with a single state of existence. the more we get, the more we want.
i have again started to hate the mobile phone again. its a figgin gps so far up our ass.... that even if you shut it off... you live that particular day, only to succumb to the next. i thought living alone will help people forget about you, but sigh...we live in an inverse world. its never what we think it should be. indifference has become the new standard of living. people save 5 bucks only to spend 50000. i am just glad to have a family who trust me more than i trust them. this is sad. but its true. i have a lot of work to do in that respect. i dunno. i want to get away form it all eh. 15 days of traveling work is what i need. (not just one.... many). like go to kelera..... take some pictures for a hotel..... sigh. fizzled them have. sigh.

shubi-bi-dubi-dooo-whop-tittydo

so, i have been busy. yes busy, a word that i don generally associate with. attended a rally for the hiv+ve... the indian govt should really work towards awareness...treatment....better treatment and just knowledge about the matter. its world wide phenomena and it not the end of the world. things have gotten better. we just need the govt to help teach us, there are plenty teachers...... approval is key, i say nod your head....cause thats all you do, and thats all we need i suppose.
anyways, a good meal is not generally a fancy meal, but you need one of those fancy meals sometimes..... that i think is one of the biggest advantage when you have someone to share it with. single people do miss out on some under rated or over rated stuff..... stuff none the less. make a life, not a living. song has been key for recovery. i have nice songs, better times ahead. some tiered some worth it and some where you just want to get home and call it a day.
i have money. not mine. money none the less. makes the heart happy, the stomach full and the good times aplenty.
sing with me.


oh i almost forgot, meet professor.... the circuit man

so so so,
the US elections got me 40+ comments..... heh pretentious bastards.... so how many of the "i dedicate my profile to obama" mothers of fuckers, dedicated their profiles to the more relevant (for us indians) indian elections....
i say... if rahul gandhi headed the laal brigade na, uff... kotha hobe na.... the guy has got ishtyle..... almost as charismatic as me.... chele'r talent aache... bhul party head korche.. :D
family man.... fucks it up for you.... hee hee
i was not going to post this, but i think our indian politicians.... the ones that stare at boobies.... and the ones that don't need some applause... i might not agree with half the scum bags.... but the fucks have dedication..... ei gorom e chamar ponti kora ta is a talent..... jagge
vote or don vote..... i really can't tell you much.
this i can tell you.... ki i think this time..... the people might get their voices heard....
cheers to the vote chors..... cheers to the jonota....
and a hug for momota.... it was worth a shot babe.... :D